Texans With Borderline Personality Disorder

hi im new here

feeds@yuku.com (EmmySinz) — Fri, 16 Jan 2009 04:24:42 GMT

Hi My name is Emily and i have BPD just here to find some support and meet some people who can relate

me and goats and other

feeds@yuku.com (DancingKat) — Thu, 14 Aug 2008 08:49:09 GMT

i am still here

feeds@yuku.com (DancingKat) — Fri, 25 Jul 2008 07:25:42 GMT

just wanted to let you guys know i am still here and such. just been going through a horrible depression. thus i have turned to working outside. My latest project is scrubbing the oil off the carport. Nothing like good hard work to get the pain out of my soul. SO i dont know how much more hard work i got to do to squeeze these feelings out of me but i am thinking 2-3 more days and i will feel better. big hugs and i will be posting again soon

casualities and consequences

feeds@yuku.com (DancingKat) — Sun, 20 Jul 2008 08:18:43 GMT

All the things you wanted me to be
VAnished in the smoke of dark life
The war had split the calm of the sea
wounds dig in our souls from the knife

Yet in all things we still have one choice
DO we still want to have a dream?
DId the war kill sweet dear hope's voice?
What i have done is not who i seem..

Each day we start anew yet blood drips
A red stream from the wounds of war
If only our minds could just forget
ANd let our...

can these meds cause depression?

feeds@yuku.com (DancingKat) — Wed, 09 Jul 2008 14:55:04 GMT

well i know that these meds except for the lexapro are susposed to be mood stablizing etc but often i do feel blue after a while and today is worse than usual. of course i also have suspcion its one of my more serious older issues creeping up again. i made a comment last night to donavon and of course he gets mad when i say those type things but i wanted him to know its coming back. Its the ED. i have battled way over a decade with this. and i am so tired of it and i have tried to get...

it's morning now ..

feeds@yuku.com (toes) — Wed, 09 Jul 2008 07:21:42 GMT

please view the posts in information / research before reading this one .. it'll make more sense ..

and i still can't get this out of my head .. go to link .. http://www.bpdfamily.com/bpdresources/nk_a109.htm .. and read that article please .. i have been thinking of previous relationships as well as my current one .. and it really sucks but the evolving relationship article and the leaving a bpd...

How a BPD Relationship Evolves

feeds@yuku.com (toes) — Tue, 08 Jul 2008 21:10:54 GMT

At first, a Borderline female may appear sweet, shy, vulnerable and "ambivalently in need of being rescued"; looking for her Knight in Shining Armor.

In the beginning, you will feel a rapidly accelerating sense of compassion because she is a master at portraying herself as she...

Alone

feeds@yuku.com (heathermeier) — Mon, 07 Jul 2008 18:30:27 GMT

Alone

No One To Talk To

No One To Hang With

No One To Call

No One To Joke With

No One To Shop With

No One To Walk With

No One To IM

No One To Go To The Movies With

No One To E-Mail

No One To Eat With

No One To Cry With
...

Alone

feeds@yuku.com (heathermeier) — Mon, 07 Jul 2008 18:26:39 GMT

Alone

No One To Talk To
No One To Hang With
No One To Call
No One To Joke With
No One To Shop With
No One To Walk With
No One To IM
No One To Go To The Movies With
No One To E-Mail
No One To Eat With
No One To Cry With
No One to Share Things With
No One to Bitch With
No One to Sit With

I Hate Being Alone

Antidepressants and Suicide

feeds@yuku.com (toes) — Mon, 07 Jul 2008 07:14:03 GMT

Can Antidepressants Trigger Suicide?

Suicidal thoughts (although no suicides) were first reported in people taking SSRIs in 1990, shortly after the drugs were...

Some Art ..

feeds@yuku.com (toes) — Sun, 06 Jul 2008 20:41:52 GMT

geodon too strong?

feeds@yuku.com (DancingKat) — Sun, 06 Jul 2008 10:46:22 GMT

well i take 120mg of geodon which i think is the highest dose. yet this dose feels too high yet the other dose option is too low and doesnt work well. the pills arent made where i can cut them either and tweak it myself so its like some days now i take it and some days i simply dont want the side effects. maybe there can be something else the doc can switch me too.

Our Pets!!

feeds@yuku.com (heathermeier) — Sat, 05 Jul 2008 10:29:01 GMT

Here is our Dwarf Cockatoo, Snow...

Our Kitty, Godzilla (He used to sleep in the sink, he now sleeps in the tub)

A - Z Game

feeds@yuku.com (heathermeier) — Fri, 04 Jul 2008 03:28:50 GMT

We start with a category and go through it from A - Z. Who ever puts the letter z one can start the next category!!

First Category!!

Cities

Austin

New word game

feeds@yuku.com (heathermeier) — Fri, 04 Jul 2008 03:19:37 GMT

In this one you ADD, CHANGE or REMOVE a letter from the previous word to make a new word!!

Example....

gone = lone (I changed a letter)
robe = rob (I removed a letter)
Get = gets (I added a letter)

Let's start with the word,

Dog

Hello!!

feeds@yuku.com (heathermeier) — Fri, 04 Jul 2008 00:32:16 GMT

Hey Toes....it's me Heather, we seem to belong to a few groups together now. Me in a nutshell, I'm 33, live in SE Minnesota, with my fiancee, we've been together for 2 1/2 years and it's been wonderful. I look forward to getting to know some of you!!

Hello from Hugz

feeds@yuku.com (Brianna) — Wed, 02 Jul 2008 16:58:35 GMT

I just wanted to stop in here and introduce myself. I have a board, Hugz R Us that toes and dancing kat have so graciously joined. Most of my pain is from an auto accident, drunk driver slammed into me doing 50 mph while I was stopped, but I've just been diagnosed bipolar, unspecified, whatever that means.

It looks like you have a good thing going here and if there's anything I can do to help let me know